Jobless and Bored!

Trouble with being home all the time is the boredom...serious, never ending, monotonous...boredom. I've spent the last three years studying, partying, making friends...and now i'm at home alone (for most of the day) and it's making the immediate future look rather bleak. I still cannot believe that come September i'm not going back to my university lifestyle...and knowing second years and seeing all their excited 'freshers week' statuses on facebook is driving me insane!

I've applied for god knows how many jobs so far but to no avail...and ok i'm having a week break in Cornwall coming up this Saturday and then a week after that i'm staying with my boyfriend for 3 weeks (CANNOT WAIT!)...but what about after that? Unfortunately that would be signing onto jobseekers, attending meetings and hoping to god that something comes up soon...i'll do pretty much anything right now! I really REALLY need to start saving some money so me and my boyfriend can move in together because this whole 'distant relationship' thing is killing me. To show the exact distance here is a rather depressing map:



Where i live is at the top of the country and where my boyfriend live is at the bottom...as you can see, that's a rather long journey (up to 4 trains and around an 8 and a half hour journey...ridiculous).

So yeah, unfortunately this 3 week trip is likely to be my last long trip to his...meaning that all both him and me can do from then on is work our sorry asses off to save up enough money to move in together...whenever that might be. To be honest, we need a serious talk about all this because i'm beginning to panic rather a lot!

This boredom of being back home again with very little to do is making me become totally sick with everything, even myself. I am so utterly bored with my appearance now as well that this week i'm going to dye my hair brown...which for me is a BIG change, because for a long time now i have loved being uber blonde:



Me: some may not consider this 'uber' blonde but to me it is as i am really rather pale!

So to decide to dye my hair brown is a big thing to me. Another thing i'm totally frustrated with is my figure...sitting on my arse all day does nothing for the bum, tum, hips and thighs...that's for sure! To be honest i am standing in front of the mirror everyday and just picking flaws with everything that i see...and i do believe that this is partially out of boredom (and partially because i'm rather vain i must admit).

So...yeah...this is me ranting...a lot, i can see that...but sometimes a girl needs to let these things out. I need a release...i need...a job!!!