Post - university depression...an update!

Wow. It's been so long since I've actually even looked at this blog let alone thought about posting on it. It's kind of like a diary...eventually I get sick of listening to myself! However upon following another friends blog I noticed I had some comments that I hadn't read (one from 2010...oh dear, I'm a terrible person) asking if if life had gotten any better for me job - wise.

Well, truth be told...yes...I suppose it has. I'm now assistant manager of a new coffee house that I partly helped set up. I run the website and the Facebook page (so some writing is involved) and I get paid a decent enough salary...I'm even paying off my student loan in each monthly pay check (albeit very slowly) and I adore my work colleagues. So yes, I suppose I have a decent enough job...in my view not a career for life but a job nonetheless. However if the question depends on job satisfaction then no...I guess I still am in the post - university slump...nearly 4 years on. I don't really know what to say on the matter...I'm starting to wonder if it's fear in my own ability that is holding me back or whether it really is the current times that we live in. I'm honestly not sure. Maybe it's a mixture of the two.

So for the lovely people who asked...I am happy...satisfied no...do I feel better since that post many moons ago? Yes...but I'm still worried. Very in fact. This is not where I pictured myself.